ponderosa pine
8-7-2023
let's keep it simple, babe
don't make it complicated
don't tell me to be glad when i'm sad
i really hate that
i try not to be bad
he's interested, he's holding me back
if i could be more like you, i would
but i can't and i'm glad about that
let's keep it simple, babe
we can't afford to change it
don't turn me into something i'm not
there's no way to sustain it
i try not to hold back
it seems, either way, it makes you mad
so I'll be who i'll be, if you think that that's cool
then i'll take you back
mans searching nature both external/internal, the consequences that come along, exploring west, manifest destiny, philosopy, lumber mills and logging towns, railroads, mining, the gold rush, minecraft, sandbox games, creating your own world via exploring, gathering resources, establishing home, cascade mountains, off roading, colonialism, holding close different shades of brown, leather, dirt, the particular shade of dark brown from the sunbaked structures made of pine that still stand today in eastern washington old ghost towns, carl jung, running away from the anima, we could go on and on, the actions of the late 18th century/early 19th century america resulting in today, national forests, archiving, hiding, running away from new york, going back west, searching for clarity, hope,
giant swan spisbah •
you'll never get to heaven eternal present •
sky h1 labyrinth •
enduser west end breaks •
tim hecker balkanize-you •
joshua chuquimia crampton fantasy iv •
lewis baloue so be in love with me •
harold budd poem: distant lights of olancha recede •
the knife nedsvärtning •
lily saint james revelations 21 •
lakker containing a thousand •
interpol try it on (salem remix) •
hal hartley sacrifice •
excerpt from paris, texas (dir. wim wenders) •
lauren duffus soho road (crying song) •
ennio morricone come un madrigale •
dj python alejandro •
david sylvian nostalgia •
farah gang bang (madonna cover) •
the dropouts purple sea